God... people....maybe it comes to much the same thing. Anyway, the fact is I didn't have enough people in my life .
People are God in his/her most challenging manifestation.
I'd been limiting my contact with people after the Wicca experience. That hadn't ended well- and along the way there had been lots of hurt- given and received.
I don't apologize for sitting in my cave for a while. It was the right thing to do at the time.
But this is the right thing to do now.