I've had similar thoughts. I went through a phase where I was very keen to yoke metaphysics and quantum mechanics.

These days I'm content to accept that there's a Mystery and leave it at that. In the end the "philosophy" (not the right word but I can't think of a better) that means most to me is Zen.

Two Zen masters met in a rice field. Their disciples crowded round to hear the exchange.

ZM1: Lovely weather we're having.

ZM2: Yes, but it could rain by this afternoon.