|A Bit Of A Rant
||[Sep. 4th, 2005|10:42 am]
This person was put in place as a volunteer carer- to offer Ailz companionship and give me space to gad off on my own- but she never shows up without requests for favours. She gives us nothing- and certainly not the service we thought she was offering- and takes all she can. |
She got Ailz to fix her computer (it took hours and hours). She got Ailz to type up her dissertation- it turned out to need editing and rewriting as well.
And when she talks, she talks about herself and herself and herself. Justifying herself, praising herself. We're good listeners, but this tape is on a loop...
I feel a deep sense of anger and betrayal.
Then she rings to request (actually more like demand) that we place bids on eBay for her. I tell her Ailz is feeling really rough. She goes on pestering.
In the morning her teenage son rings and pesters some more. Bid on these shoes for me. Up to £20.
And whose pocket is that £20 coming out of? When will it be repaid?
We've had it. That's enough. We tell her supervisor to pull her off our case.
She rings but I'm not answering the phone. If I did I would shout.
2005-09-05 08:51 am (UTC)
Perhaps as a first plan, you and Ailz could take off in her speedy roadster!
You've been in the ministry. You know that there's supposed to be a slight remove in place so that no one becomes "bestest friends" in these things--I was a hospice volunteer for a couple of years, and it was very hard to say no to pressures for deepening a relationship that began with a mutual intense purpose but was never really a friendship...one woman whose mother had been my patient called me at work several times, referring to me as her "sister," which was extremely uncomfortable to me, and finally I just had to say it was time to move on and that I would not be back.
I didn't handle transference well--is that partly what it is?--and ultimately didn't want to hurt people, so I actually quit volunteering. I didn't know how to break off, didn't know how to keep that barrier in place, felt guilty--
No, I was never much good with transference either. It seemed a little inhuman to insist on the divide, the distance. But that, of course, is one of the reasons for wearing a uniform- in my case a clerical collar- to make the point that the "relationship" is on a professional footing.
I think K may be thinking of Ailz as a "sister". Oh dear- how to disabuse her?
How to disabuse her--
It seems to me that simplest and truest is best at this point: "We would like you to stop calling. Thank you for honoring our wishes in this matter. I hope you'll understand, but I am going to hang up now. Goodbye, and good luck to you..."
Yes, that's the way to do it.